I was at TL’s apartment. I was trying to get out so fast, without him seeing me. Suddenly I was on a motorcycle and I was zooming through the highway - which seemed to be an actual freeway in my dream. It was so detailed and vivid. The roads looked freshly paved and the lines freshly painted. I got down a couple ramps and realized I did not have my helmet on, but I told myself that I will be okay and I have more in Houghton if I needed. Somehow I ended up in TL’s apartment again. He wasn’t there - which made me feel a little relieved, however as soon as I started to pick up some of my belongings from the sofa he walked in and asked me where I’m going. I said that I’m going to hangout with JH. I lied, because I wasn’t in the mood to explain that I didn’t want to be with him. There was a lot going on in my mind at this time. I kept thinking about how unhappy I am with TL and I was wondering how the hell I’m going to get out of it all over again. I finally got back outside, except I was on a train instead of the motorcycle this time. There was a girl sitting in one of the seats.. She looked familiar. I don’t remember the conversation I had with her. We skipped through a few stops and finally I got off the same stop with her and the only name of the location that pops into my head is “Downtown Walmart”. (I’m not quite sure why).
This dream seems to symbolize a desire for freedom and escape from a situation or relationship that is causing unhappiness or discomfort. The emphasis on speed and urgency in the dream suggests a strong desire to leave quickly and avoid confrontation. The motorcycle represents a means of fast and independent travel, while the highway signifies a clear path ahead. The lack of a helmet may indicate a disregard for personal safety in the pursuit of freedom.
Returning to TL's apartment indicates a feeling of being trapped or unable to fully escape the situation. TL's absence initially brings relief, but his sudden return represents an obstacle to leaving. The mention of JH as an excuse to leave suggests a desire for a different connection or relationship that can provide more fulfillment.
Switching from a motorcycle to a train may symbolize a shift in the means of escape, perhaps representing a desire for a more secure and stable journey. The presence of the familiar girl on the train may represent a potential ally or companion who can provide support and understanding.
The mention of "Downtown Walmart" as the destination at the end of the dream may seem random, but dream symbols often have personal meaning. It could symbolize a desire for a fresh start or the need to focus on practical matters.
Overall, this dream suggests a longing for freedom, an intense desire to leave an unhappy situation, and a search for new connections or environments that can bring greater fulfillment. It may be a reflection of your subconscious processing your feelings and contemplating a way to break free from your current circumstances.